Tag: family

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    When I heard about a young cousin going into rehab, I wrote this free write, which turned into a poem. It was directed toward her at the time.

    Reflecting On This Thing Called Life

    Sometimes things get thrown away
    like today when workers for our landlord
    threw away a table that set in the foyer
    of our apartment building for years, where
    we who live here would gather around it,
    sit, talk and b.s. about our landlord:
    how this old eyesore of a house on the hill
    is in the words of one of my housemates
    “the white elephant he sees how many people
    he can shove up its ass.”
    It's like that sometimes and perhaps
    you know that better than any of us
    now as you have been taken away to
    rehab for a drug problem no one in the family
    suspected. What are we now supposed to say?

    It is a rough world out there,
    and getting rougher every millisecond,
    the molecules are closing in on you
    before you know it, you'll be dead --
    that is, unless you straighten up, fly right
    into the sun, where everything will be burned
    away. You say you can't see? Good...
    Let's not talk about it, share, have an open
    heart, open your hand and take this
    pill, this panacea for your pain, what pain
    is there in suburban life, but the pain we
    all feel, the pain...

    Listen, even in the silence the secondhand
    keeps moving, the rat-a-tat of a keyboard,
    one hand clapping
    in the wind.

    Where do we go from here?
    Upward mobility is a fancy name for
    the dream we dream.
    I can't promise you
    the cruelty of the world
    won't try to crush you.
    To put it in perspective,
    at least 300 are feared
    dead in a Moroccan earthquake,
    there are larger headlines to be written
    than cousin goes into rehab upstate,
    to be sure,
    but none so personal to me than to know
    what the world needs now
    is to see you in it
    breathing
    in
    out
    in
    out,
    the clock can be your friend,
    not your enemy.

    Listen, even in the silence
    the secondhand keeps moving,
    the rat-a-tat of the keyboard
    keeps rat-a-tatting along

    like some jazz song from
    years gone by.
    It makes no sense
    what we do
    but we continue:
    to live.

    It is what she continues to do as well. For today’s poem from one of three sites that share a poem each day, I’m actually going to share two:

    The above poems are best viewed in desktop and sometimes lansdcape on your browser of choice.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    Today’s poem from me is one I obviously had to post today:

    Easter Morn

    My grandfather rises from the grave
    to embody the man in the pew in front of me.
    It's the scent of Camels, Aqua Velva mixed,
    the Confederate-grey blazer that doesn't fit,
    the drop of sweat just beneath the ear
    like when my grandfather played steel guitar,
    or that keyboard my aunt and uncle gave him
    the Christmas before he passed away.
    It's how he reaches down, pats the head
    of the little girl beside him and smiles,
    how my grandfather tousled my sister's hair,
    or how when he presses his hands together
    to pray, his hands appear time-wrinkled
    like my grandfather's. When he closes his eyes,
    he looks so calm and peaceful.

    Today’s poem from someone else is one I felt I had to share today: “Easter, 1916” by William Butler Yeats.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    My Grandpa Fields listened to the radio late at night. One of the things I remember most vividly when our family went to visit him in North Carolina, usually for Christmas, was him surfing through the channels on the radio dial. I remember listening to the radio along with him from the room where I stayed. Later in high school and college, I found myself surfing the radio dial late into the night.

    Continuing Granddad's Legacy 

    I surf the AM waves
    nights after the Late Show, tune in/
    tune out women radio shrinks, traffic
    reports, talk shows that use words like

    "premature." I always leave one ear open
    for the slap of leather against
    backboards, sneakers on wooden floors,
    the other for the Mutual Broadcasting Network

    brings you Larry King Live,
    except come spring when both listen for
    the pennants to unfurl for the Yanks.
    Unrealistically I seek a voice as harsh

    as Ella's "Basin Street Blues," silky
    as Sarah's "Always," understanding as
    Dr. Joy Brown, or contradictory as Rush
    on the FM. I will never find anything as foreign

    as the Cuban propaganda pirate stations,
    enticing as Texas radio there, as on the flip.
    Like Granddad, I am learning to appreciate
    the Grand Ole Opry, yet also crave to hear

    more "race" records, bebop, the Big Beat.
    I am continuing his legacy in my own way,
    trying to pick up some whisper of
    sanity, some voice of reason to speak to me.

    Today’s poem from one of three sites that share a poem each day is “To the Tune of Qiu Bo Mei” by Lu You (translated from the Chinese by Shangyang Fang) on Poetry Daily.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    This poem is about my other grandfather, my mother’s father, my Grandpa Fields.

    Emerald Isle

    When Grandpa picked the dobro, he'd drift
    back to when he and Uncle Thelbert dreamed
    of making their debut at the Grand Ole Opry,
    and forward to when he and Grandma could retire,
    both move out to a beach house on Emerald Isle.
    We'd cast our lines off the side of the pier
    to catch blue fish and flounder, but once
    he hired a guide take us out in his boat to trawl
    the Bogue Banks for the larger king mackerel
    he always wanted to reel in out on the pier's end,
    to test his line beyond its strength,
    see if it would hold.

    Today’s poem from one of three sites that share a poem each day is “On Form” by Mia Ayumi Maholtra.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    My Grandpa Robinson, the one referred to in the poem yesterday, died on the day after my 10th birthday. In this poem, I look back on that day.

    June 10, 1979

    Elmer and I are fishing the swimming hole
    when my father calls from the bridge above,
    "It's your grandpa," as if he was on the phone.
    I arrive at the house, am escorted to the porch
    by my uncles, who ask to see the birthday gift
    I received the previous day, my first jackknife.
    Opening it, I cut across the whorls of my thumb.
    Inside, washing the wound, red lines the yellow
    porcelain sink. Like blood from the first trout
    we cleaned, skinned together in this same sink.
    My thumb turns pale, the complexion he wears
    lying in the room next to the kitchen. I sit now
    in the recliner there, use that thumb on his diary,
    discover only weather reports in his entries:
    "warm, sunny, 70s today, wind at 8 mph
    from the NNW, 29.08 on the barometer."

    Today’s poem from one of three sites that share a poem each day is “Leaving the Psychologist: An Abecedarian Ekphrastic” by Griselda Y. Acosta.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    I grew up in a small village in northeastern Pennsylvania called Laddsburg. This poem is about its people, including my grandfather.

    In The Little Village Where I Grew Up 

    Around this corner Stu was unable
    to straighten the wheel, avoid that pole,
    and in this very hayfield the tractor would not
    stop from popping out of gear, rolling over L.J.
    In the movies, bullets halt in mid-flight,
    seconds before they reach flesh and bone,
    but here, no one could stop the tractor trailer
    from sliding down the icy hill, careening into Mike
    and almost killing him. Here, migraines still pound,
    nitroglycerin tablets still don't change Elmer
    from what he always was, and is: a mean old cuss.
    Here, the strop with which my uncle went to hit
    my grandfather continues its descent toward him,
    and my grandfather continues to stop it and walk
    out the front door of the barn, never to return.

    The above poem is best read in desktop and landscape modes.

    Today’s poem from one of three sites that share a poem each day is “Sistas” by Sandra Maria Esteves on The Poetry Foundation website.

  • For National Poetry Month, I’m sharing poems each day, one that I’ve written followed by whatever one from three sites that share a poem a day that strikes my fancy that day.

    I wrote this poem at my desk in my room in the house where I grew up after I came home and lived with my parents for a few years after college:

    On The Frontier 

    Once again it is too late
    too early for me with the buzz of fluorescence
    and the perking of piped hot water
    even interrupting conversations with myself.

    Used to be a time
    when a man could whisper in his own ear,
    listen to it rise in a roar
    as if his mouth had been a seashell,

    then shape a masterpiece out of the echo.

    This one probably will work best in landscape and desktop view.

    Today’s poem for poem a day on the Academy of American Poets website is “Palazzo Tartaruga” by Mike Tyler.

    I’m also adding another from The Poetry Foundation website since I saw this after I posted: “Eros of Bathing Stimming Dancing Pacing” by Adam Wolfond.

  • Every Thursday, I share three good things from today, in the past week, and/or in the week or weeks to come, to focus on what is good. I encourage you to share in the comments your three good things too, if you want. I was introduced to thinking on three good things for the week by Deb Nance of the blog Readerbuzz who lists hers every Sunday on her blog.

    Two days in a row off…

    …with Kim. She and I were off work yesterday and are off work today too. Yesterday since she was done with her previous shift at 6 a.m. (normally 6 p.m. to 6 a.m. when she works as a 911 dispatcher ), she slept part of the day. We then binge-watched a little bit of this and a little bit of that. Today we might get to some housecleaning while also continuing our binge-watch of this or that.

    Two days in a row off…

    …this weekend but by myself as Kim goes back to work tomorrow at 6 p.m. (me at 9:30 a.m.) and works through the weekend until her next days off Monday and Tuesday. I will be getting ready for National Poetry Month starting Tuesday. I already have 30 poems I wrote during and after college to share each day on the blog. I just have to work on formatting them, which might involve changing the theme of the blog so the lines in the poem break where I want them to break.

    Exercise accountability with family

    On Tuesday, in the process of talking with my father, who is 81, we committed to doing exercises daily that we each are supposed to be doing for respective issues: him, his back; me, my left wrist. We are checking in with each other every Tuesday to hold each other accountable. When I mentioned to my sister (not mentioning her age because I value my life 😉) in a text, she said she’d join us with knee exercises. So, now it’s a family thing. I’m off to do mine as soon as I post this…

  • Every Thursday, I share three good things from today, in the past week, and/or in the week or weeks to come, to focus on what is good. I encourage you to share in the comments your three good things too, if you want. I was introduced to thinking on three good things for the week by Deb Nance of the blog Readerbuzz who lists hers every Sunday on her blog.

    Today, and probably always, I’m keeping my three good things simple and off the top of my head. I just got home from running errands this morning: laundry at the laundromat, a grocery pickup, getting gas, and a breakfast wrap from a place in town. So, I’ll stick to today:

    • Talking to my mom on the phone
    • The aforementioned breakfast wrap and place
    • Earworms. Earworms? Really? Yes, really.

    I realized this morning that I hadn’t talked to my mother in about a week. So while at the laundromat, after I put the loads in the washer, I gave her a call. We ended up talking longer than I expected, but it was good.

    She remembered today was her mother’s birthday. Her mother, my grandmother, would have been 100 today. She died in 2003. My mom shared memories of her mother, her father, and siblings (all since gone) growing up, stories – mostly good while acknowledging and forgiving the bad – that I never had heard. It was unexpected – and unexpectedly emotional, with all the feels. I won’t say it was necessarily what “the doctor ordered,” but it was good to remember grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins.

    We talked longer than expected, which was more than okay. After I put the clothes in the dryer and went to get breakfast. It also was good, very good, and probably not what a doctor would order,especially with high blood pressure, but I’ll take it – and did.

    Last and definitely least because you might not want to listen to what I’m going to share are earworms. Today’s were a pair of songs, one on the radio in the laundromat and the other, maybe because the country in the song has been in the news:

    I chose this over the cheesy sexist MTV video. You’re welcome.

    And with that, I’ll sign off for this week and go watch some college basketball (I know I should be watching hockey) as I have the day off.